5/12/21

I’m starting to think I’m only on Grindr for male validation, on Snapchat for general validation. Maybe on Instagram too for general validation. So, even though I want to quit Snapchat, I don’t know what day I want to do it. Maybe May 30th I’ll permanently erase the account, the stories are boring and my username wasn’t fitting too. Maybe I’ll deactivate my Grindr account May 30th, deactivate, not erase, I know myself. I’ll eventually phase out Instagram too, just… for a long time. Well, I don’t know. If I quit all social media, I’d be bored out of my mind, but I’m also bored out of my mind scrolling through social media, and realistically, quitting social media isn’t possible anymore if you already have accounts. I need a hobby or job badly, but even at the job or hobby I’d be bored out of my mind reading an article instead of staring at Instagram instead.

Bored, my god, just bored, social media is boring and repetitive. Even Twitter.

I don’t get how people don’t get the urge to drink everyday, sounds… difficult.

I feel bad for remote workers thoughts, mines too. What do we think about all day?

Meow. I need a cat. A kitten. I’ve been saying this for years but I don’t even know if I can afford a cat.

Still writing that essay for the copywriter job at the Met, I think it’s going well by my standards, but horrible for Morgan. Poor Morgan. But I need a job.

People need to understand that it’s okay to throw away books into the trash, I don’t like to see tacky books at Goodwill.

Maybe I should take a week break from TikTok, Twitter, and Instagram on May 30th too.

No.

Actually I don’t want to.

Maybe.

My mouth is salty I crave a salty lunch.

I want a burger

And fries

The 5th marking period of the year ended today.

We talked about fire patterns in criminology class today.

I have to do my work productively, I have no time to fail. I’m on overtime.

The deadline for after school work is June 12th, and daytime work June 25th but I can’t sit around and let things pile up.

I didn’t even know Drake sampled Santigold and Lykke Li in ‘09. The Lykke Li sample is great. The Santigold is… so so.

Cordae’s surname (the rapper) I remember was Dunston.

If I’m retiring for these apps I have to book it on the calendar.

1 week of break from Grindr, it’s very realistic. Maybe not deactivate, just go offline.